“What I fear and what I've tried,
Words I say and what I hide
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again”
-Red
You can find me here waiting; my corpse rots my soul fading
Left with nothing but to uncover the risks I’ve taken, guess my heart was just mistaken
As time is raped from its minutes watching this lifeless body on the floor
For so long it has been hidden behind the bolts of this stoned door
Locked behind dreams of eternity, reassuring the lies beneath lustful fantasies
Hoping memories resides in its stained glass, only if I could let go of what I had in the past
Yet through my pain and through my tears, through the wasteland of my despairs
I long for the pain, the scars across my heart, I long for the reason it’s left broken, and falling apart
With arms outstretched, and fingers pointing towards the stars, my wondering soul continues the journey for the antidote in a realm beneath the blackened tar
You can find me here waiting; my corpse rots my soul fading
My body shaking from the constant whispers of the demise trying to uncover the hymnals of the skies
As time is raped from its minutes my body rests upon the floor
Hiding behind the bolts and chains bestowed upon stoned doors
Into a realm of fantasies where deceitful lies becomes truth, I give into the lust of memories depriving my heart from all its youth
Stretching these memories that resides in its stained glass, imprinting the parts of you that I want a could have had
And through my pain and through my tears, through the wasteland of my despairs
My soul seeks out to meet you here, my corpse still grieving for your care
Longing for the pain, the scars across my heart, I long for the reason it’s left broken, and falling apart
Only your love, through the blood that flows through your veins can mend me back together, lying in your arms would make dying so much better
And through death you’ll compensate the keys to unlock where this story ends
Cause my words may mean nothing but deep inside you is where I hide everything
Brewster, Nefeteria
Copyright 2009
Words I say and what I hide
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again”
-Red
You can find me here waiting; my corpse rots my soul fading
Left with nothing but to uncover the risks I’ve taken, guess my heart was just mistaken
As time is raped from its minutes watching this lifeless body on the floor
For so long it has been hidden behind the bolts of this stoned door
Locked behind dreams of eternity, reassuring the lies beneath lustful fantasies
Hoping memories resides in its stained glass, only if I could let go of what I had in the past
Yet through my pain and through my tears, through the wasteland of my despairs
I long for the pain, the scars across my heart, I long for the reason it’s left broken, and falling apart
With arms outstretched, and fingers pointing towards the stars, my wondering soul continues the journey for the antidote in a realm beneath the blackened tar
You can find me here waiting; my corpse rots my soul fading
My body shaking from the constant whispers of the demise trying to uncover the hymnals of the skies
As time is raped from its minutes my body rests upon the floor
Hiding behind the bolts and chains bestowed upon stoned doors
Into a realm of fantasies where deceitful lies becomes truth, I give into the lust of memories depriving my heart from all its youth
Stretching these memories that resides in its stained glass, imprinting the parts of you that I want a could have had
And through my pain and through my tears, through the wasteland of my despairs
My soul seeks out to meet you here, my corpse still grieving for your care
Longing for the pain, the scars across my heart, I long for the reason it’s left broken, and falling apart
Only your love, through the blood that flows through your veins can mend me back together, lying in your arms would make dying so much better
And through death you’ll compensate the keys to unlock where this story ends
Cause my words may mean nothing but deep inside you is where I hide everything
Brewster, Nefeteria
Copyright 2009
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