Wednesday, June 24, 2009

♥♫Juturna♫♫ <---> Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind♥





♥♫"Can we last through the winter
The water's starting to freeze
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step falling in front of me
This body's already aging
These nights are already long
And if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I wont call

Congratulations, go home now

Will we last through the winter
Will we make it to see
I never wanted a partner
And I never loved you
Now you are free to leave
This heart is already frozen
I can't remember the fall
And if I last through the winter
I swear to you now, I won't call

Congratulations, go home now

It's too late it's too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, open door
It's too late it's too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, open door

It must be buried under the heart
That makes this pace consistant
You'll find it torn, that's gates been open
And I've been wondering, if you'd been real with us

It's too late...

It's too late it's too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, open door
It's too late it's too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, open door

Its that start stop and go
You've been dying for, you've been dying for"♫♥
♫*In Fear and Faith --> Circa Survive*♫♫♫

♥Favorite Quotes♥
Joel: Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating.

Clementine: This is it, Joel. It's going to be gone soon.
Joel: I know.
Clementine: What do we do?
Joel: Enjoy it.

Joel: [in the house on the beach] I really should go! I've gotta catch my ride.
Clementine: So go.
Joel: I did. I thought maybe you were a nut... but you were exciting.
Clementine: I wish you had stayed.
Joel: I wish I had stayed to. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do.
Clementine: Well I came back downstairs and you were gone!
Joel: I walked out, I walked out the door!
Clementine: Why?
Joel: I don't know. I felt like I was a scared little kid, I was like... it was above my head, I don't know.
Clementine: You were scared?
Joel: Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation.
Clementine: Was it something I said?
Joel: Yeah, you said "so go." With such disdain, you know?
Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry.
Joel: It's okay.
[Walking Out]
Clementine: Joely? What if you stayed this time?
Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.
Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one.
[Joel comes back]
Clementine: Bye Joel.
Joel: I love you...
Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...


Joel: Hi.
Clementine: Hi. Didn't figure you'd show your face around me again. I guess I thought you were... humiliated. You did run away, after all.
Joel: I just needed to see you.
Clementine: Yeah?
Joel: I'd like to, um... take you out, or something.
Clementine: You're married.
Joel: Not yet, not married. No, I'm not married.
Clementine: Look man, I'm telling you right off the bat, I'm high-maintainance, so... I'm not gonna tip-toe around your marriage, or whatever it is you've got goin' there. If you wanna be with me, you're with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a ****-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.
Joel: I remember that speech really well.
Clementine: I had you pegged, didn't I?
Joel: You had the whole human race pegged.
Clementine: Hmm. Probably.
Joel: I still thought you were gonna save my life... even after that.
Clementine: Ohhh... I know.
Joel: It would be different, if we could just give it another go-round.
Clementine: Remember me. Try your best; maybe we can.

Clementine: You're not a stalker, or anything, right?
Joel: I'm not a stalker. YOU'RE the one that talked to me, remember?
Clementine: That is the oldest trick in the stalker book.
Joel: Really? There's a stalker book? Great, I gotta read that one.


Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: [kisses Clementine] You're pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don't ever leave me.




Joel: I don't see anything I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will, and I'll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

♥Dir En Grey ♥ ディル アン グレイ-Glass Skin-

Japanese [HD]


♥ "It comes and slowly stains my heart Thats been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere Theyre around me I cant see it It vainly comes just crashing down In this sad and forgotten little town The truth we tend to look away from lies down deep I open out my wings of glass Up and towards the wind melted future So just please dont go Please dont go Be close to you"♥

English Subtitles

♥ UnderRated -FTSK- "Forever The Sickest Kids"♥


♥Favorites Songs by FTSK♥

1. She's A Lady
2. Whoa (Me vs Everyone)
3. Breakdown

Monday, June 22, 2009

Late Night Movie! ♥ August Rush ♥ ♫♫♫♫






Favorite Quotes:
Wizard: You know what music is? God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this universe, a harmonic connection between all living beings, every where, even the stars.

Louis Connelly: [Louis explaining not giving up music to August] You never quit on your music. No matter what happens. Cuz anytime something bad happens to you, that's the one place you can escape to and just let it go. I learned it the hard way. And anyway, look at me. Nothing bad's gonna happen. You gotta have a little faith.

Louis Connelly: [listening to the music on the roof with Lyla] Can you hear that?
Lyla Novacek: What is that?
Louis Connelly: It's a wish
Lyla Novacek: Now what does that sound like?
Louis Connelly: [singing] well it's a marvelous night for a moondance, with the stars up above in your eyes, a fantabulous night to make romance, 'neath the cover of October skies...
Louis Connelly: When I was a Young fello, I used to talk to the moon
Lyla Novacek: Are you making that up?
Louis Connelly: God I haven't done it in a long time
Lyla Novacek: Did it ever talk back?
Louis Connelly: Well it used to, now I just find myself sitting up here talking to meself, like a loon
Lyla Novacek: well I'm here
Louis Connelly: yes, you are...
Lyla Novacek: [watching Louis stare at her] what are you looking at?
Louis Connelly: you...

August Rush: The music is all around you. All you have to do is listen.

雨の日 ♥♥ A Rainy Day ♥♥ My first japanese poem


今日雨が降りました。 私は彼について考えた. 私は彼がいないのを淋しく思います。彼は過去です 私は彼を愛することができない。彼は私を愛しません。時がたつにつれて私は私自身を見いだします後悔しています. 彼は戻って来ない 私のためではありません. けれども雨は私のために着実に降ります.♥ Brewster, Nefeteria 2009

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

♥ A Dubious Battle (Spiritual Warfare) ♥


We're crying, we're fighting ,it's warfare ,we're dying Believing we're winning ,it's ending ,we're singing It's already done We've overcome... *Flyleaf* He remains unseen, our faith holds onto his existence by his blood we are washed, and live this life of innocence Living in the world makes us weak, holding onto his word gives us the chance to survive the insanity that devours this land Somehow they try to turn us away, they want proven facts, they want a show who are they to tempt, this precious lamb, when all the have to do is let go Releasing the unbelief, breathe in the spiritual grief indulge in his commands why do they forsake, and shake our faith why can't they understand?? They doubt you yet they want you Curious to pull you close But they let fear interfere they turn their backs and let you go He remains unseen, disguised in the clouds His wonders he plants throughout the land But the visions of the unjust turns the soil rotten his beautiful works, how his hands carved the earth, suddenly it's forgotten and yet he loves us, he continuously forgives but he can't tarry for too long he's preparing the way, for the righteously saved, and his judgment ten times strong But who can he claim if we forsake his name who will he come back for when the end is near There seems to be no end to the Christians who pretend that they pursue each word he prepared They doubt you yet they want you Curious to pull you close But they let fear interfere they turn their backs and let you go Now we walk alone in this belief we're everyone's new comedy So many jokes, so many puns No more respect for what you've done Welcome to Israel, Welcome to Rome They rest in sin, their brand new homes They doubt you yet they want you Curious to pull you close But they let fear interfere they turn their backs and let you go I am not perfect I am not proud I am a sinner A broken child I live with the unseemly I live among the unbelief I live among the saved I live among the weak I believe in the unseen I believe in his power I gain faith through the natural world To depend on his coming hour They doubt you yet they want you Curious to pull you close But they let fear interfere they turn their backs and let you go ...but let us believe in hope Brewster, Nefeteria *copyright 2009*

Stronghold Of My Heart

"Knowing the truth is waiting in the dark
You're trying to hide the scars from the world's mark
On your knees asking once again
Oh He's looking down ready to come in"
*Disciple*



There are days when the darkness takes over my thoughts
Days where I can't find myself; my mind seems lost
Days when the world's threats cuts at my veins
And lead me to times of regrets, misery, and shame

But I find myself abiding in him, my heart beats to his commands
Insecurities are set aside and I grasp onto his hands

There are days when these tears flood my eyes
and my pupils dilate and drown in my sorrows
but he takes me in, and stretch forth his hands
he holds me until a new morrow

I find myself abiding in him, my heart beats to his commands
Insecurities are set aside and I grasp onto his hands

The world may put me down, but I replenish myself from his love
My flesh feels dirty and drenched in sin, he makes my heart pure like a dove
He reveals the beauty of me, only he can see the pain
He can hear my silent prayers, and when I call upon his name

Jesus is my refuge, he is the stronghold in my heart
Jesus guides each steady footstep, and sets the pace to my walks
Jesus fills the cup I drink from in his spirituality
Jesus is my only savior, he helps me back onto my feet

I find myself abiding in him, my heart beats to his commands
Insecurities are set aside as I grasp onto his hands

Brewster, Nefeteria

*Copyright 2009*